The ending of seeking
-Liberation and its myths-
How to end seeking?
First of all it should be clear that one can not successfully seek the
ending of seeking. The ending of seeking can happen but it can not be found
by anyone.
Now what happens, when seeking for being whole, for enlightenment ends?
Nothing happens. Nothing changes. Everything changes.
Nothing changes, because everything stays the same. Every little detail
stays the same. But in another way everything is completely new and seen
from a fresh different angle.
The angle of freedom.
The belief in separation -the belief in a separate individual- who is
experiencing all of this and to whom all of these things are happening has
vanished. The seeking for something else than what is happening right now
has ended. And no seeking means no seeker.
Seeking is imprisonment. It is overlaying the astonishing and
overwhelming beauty of every seemingly ordinary detail of Life. Things like
waking up, showering, brushing your teeth, the clicking of the clock are
pure beauty. Everything is beauty itself. Life is beauty itself.
Everything stays the same. Everything is the same. This beauty, this
freedom is here all the time. It is happening all the time, but seeking for
it, makes it inaccessible and creates the appearance of separation from it.
The seeker, the individual seems always isolated, separated and lonely.
However that is the divine function of separation. Its function is
abstraction and the creation of concepts of separate things. At some point
of time as a little child the concept of separation is believed to be true
and individual suffering begins.
The Blissful state
A common form of misconception is that liberation -the ending of seeking-
would bring about a constant state of bliss without feelings like anger,
fear, sadness or doubt.
But that is a total miscomprehension of the nature of liberation. In
liberation nothing is excluded. Everything can and probably will happen. But
it is no longer believed that it is happening to someone. Anger, fear or
doubt are arising and disappearing. No one is getting angry or afraid. It is
happening to no one.
The belief that this feeling –for example anger- is happening to a person
seems to lengthen the state. “Someone” has become angry and usually
therefore this individual defends his anger against the cause -usually
another apparent person or thing-.
In liberation anger, fear, doubt, or sadness vanish more quickly than if
taken personally. The feelings come and go and do not longer find a home in
the believed person.
That is because the feelings do not belong to anybody. Actually they
never have. But the belief of ownership is feeding energy into these
feelings and prolonging their appearance.
The myth of a constantly smiling sage without feelings of anger, fear or
doubt belongs in the category of wishful thinking
Nothing is excluded. No pain, no suffering, no fear is excluded.
Total freedom and liberation is all this, for no one.